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Saturday, February 4, 2012

I'm Seeking

I'm seeking healing from all the things I hold inside
While presenting to the world my unreal smile  outside
I'm seeking wholeness so that I can finally  put aside
What I'm using so that others can't see the things I hide.

I'm seeking freedom from hurts that bind me to the past
From everything that makes me feel like I have to be last
I'm seeking instructions for things  I missed along the way
So that I can be more positive in what I think and say..

I'm seeking myself,  that someone I've never come to know
That lives in my being somewhere deep down below
I am trusting that someone to whom God has led me to
Hoping she  can help me pull my real self through..


  1. I can feel these words resonate through me.

    We seek the same.

    With support from our survivor friends we will achieve our goal.

    You write so beautifully and your words help so many.

    Thank you for sharing!

  2. Hi Jan.. ditto..words are vessels that carry the feelings of the heart..and when words are not able then we have tears to carry on.



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