I'm seeking healing from all the things I hold inside
While presenting to the world my unreal smile outside
I'm seeking wholeness so that I can finally put aside
What I'm using so that others can't see the things I hide.
I'm seeking freedom from hurts that bind me to the past
From everything that makes me feel like I have to be last
I'm seeking instructions for things I missed along the way
So that I can be more positive in what I think and say..
I'm seeking myself, that someone I've never come to know
That lives in my being somewhere deep down below
I am trusting that someone to whom God has led me to
Hoping she can help me pull my real self through..